Interests & Affiliations:
ragnarok online, my gf kan, music, mp3, internet, girls XD, msn, soulseek, clubs, games

Favorite Bands and Artists:
armin van buuren, dido, hybrid, mandalay, john mayer, pete murray, puddle of mudd, linkin park, lost witness, delerium, the butterfly effect, coldplay, powderfinger, wicked beat sound system, car stereo wars, massive attack

About me:
i aint your average chick; i like to be different. i don't stand out from the crowd, usually one of the quiet but at the same time crazy one. would love to have fun, and drink shots only on adrenalin rushes. i dont like to be pushed around and forced into doing things that i dont wanna do, i like to make my own decisions but is open to any suggestions and opinions and act on what i believe is right. love to help people, makes me feel good about myself knowing that i may make another person's day better. cant live without the net; its my sancturary, where i go to, to escape the daily frustrations and stresses of reality, which is also why i love playing Ragnarok Online (http://iro.ragnarokonline.com), the game made me open my eyes a bit more and see all the different types of people out there. umm, like i said, i dont like being pushed around, cos i get that a lot at home. i deal with my own problems my own way even though most people disapprove of how i handle them. i dont like arguing cos i argue too much at home with my parents, and usually if someone is pissed off at me or is telling me off, i just sit there and take it like a sponge. im actually quite submissive at most times.. heh, another household friend: a doormat. yes i let people walk all over me just because i cant say no people, or find it hard to. i'm insecure, and lack in self confidence.. mainly because of my parents constant nagging at me, putting me down and making me feel worthless. attempted suicide, didnt work out, so now i'm still here fighting to defend myself at home. im bisexual, have a girlfriend that is beyond words to describe just how wonderful she is and how much she does for me (i <3 you). met her from ragnarok in a graveyard lol. shes from the states, but is coming down here to sydney in Janurary 2005 to live. i dont know what else to say.. =X

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Member since 2004-07-02 07:42:01
Last logged in 2005-09-30 23:36:09